BLOGGING FOR DUMMIES: August 2010

Friday, August 27, 2010

Tired & More Pain to Come~

Its been almost a week since I started training to Kick Mike's Ass in Arm Wrestling

He better gimme my 50bucks if I win

Since Im already training my arms why not train the rest?

So I ended up lifting weights and doing a lil bit of the Aerobics that I lamely learned in NS

Been wasting almost 2 hours of my life everyday just to win this stupid bet..

I dont even know why am I serious about it.. hahaha

It sucks getting muscle pain and shit but Im finally getting used to it..

Jagalah kau Mike, Im so winning that bet by October!!

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Song of the Month~

The moon was shining on the lake at night

The slayer T-shirt fit the scene just right

Through smeared mascara

I looked into your eyes and saw a light

You told me stories about your chickadees

They didn't like BB guns or stupid archery

You charmed the lifeguard

He let them use the pool all day for free

Then the conversation stopped

And I looked down at my feet

I was next to you and you were right there next to me

Then I said

Girl, if you're wondering if I want you to (I want you to)

I want you to

So make them move (make them move)

cause I ain't got all night

The rest of the summer was the best we've ever had

We watched titanic and it didn't make us sad

I took you to Best Buy

You took me home to meet your mom and dad

Your mom cooked meat loaf,even though I don't eat meat

I dug you so much,I took some for the team

Your dad was silent

His eyes were fixed to what was on TV

And the conversation stopped,and I looked down at the ring

Your folks were next to you

And you were right there next to me

And I said

Girl, if you're wondering if I want you to (I want you to)

I want you to (I want you to)

I swear it's true (swear it's true)

Without you my heart is blue

Girl,if you're wondering if I want you to (I want you to)

I want you to (I want you to)

So make the move (make the move)

cause I ain't got all night

So much pain may come our way

There may come a day when we have nothing left to say

When the conversation stops and we're facing our defeat

I'll be next to you and you'll be right there next to me

Then I'll say

Girl, if you're wondering if I want you to (I want you to)

I want you to (I want you to)

I swear it's true (swear it's true)

Without you my heart is blue,oh

Girl, if you're wondering if I want you to (I want you to)

I want you to (I want you to)

So make the move (make the move)

Cause I ain't got all night

Paint

An old picture that I made mashing up 5-7 pictures together using paint

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

=_=

Recently it feels like something within me is out of place..

I dont really know how to describe it..

But, it kinda makes me moody..

What ever I do doesnt feel natural..

Yeah, call me a bitch cuz I am bitching on my own blog right now..

Cuz seriously, where else can I turn to?

I never talked about my feelings to my family..

The last time I did made me ended up in the principal's office..

[when i was in primary school]

I dont feel like talking about it to my friends..

As if they understand what the hell I am going through

[Probably late puberty or a Guy version of PMS]

I tried many ways to get rid of this weird feeling..

[Like....]

going to the Cinema..

going up Bukit Padang

watching tons of video's about cats [particularly anime about cats]

the love from porn also doesnt helps [I know its stupid but it was worth the try]

being a troll in youtube or facebook [ended up even more pissed]

kicking my little brother ass in video games

beating up my lil bro and grandpa [Just some medium punches]

piss my grandmother off

lifted weights [to a point i cant even raise my arms now..]

getting chased by Dogs [im serious]

doing prank-calls

blogging

breaking stuff

and etc lah

none of that fucking made me feel better..

seriously fuck off betul..

but while chatting with my Lil Sis just now..

it kinda cheered me up..

I never knew it was as simple as that..

All I needed was someone to talk to..

Talking about our times in NS and some other topics

Made me feel lighter, inside..

Gay as it might sound, but some of you I know will understand..

After talking to Vivien today

and another person yesterday..

I think I manage to get most of this weight out of my chess..

I've realized that there are 2 type of girls in this world..

and if you are reading this..

Gawd you have problems mate..

Seriously Go get a life..

Do you enjoy reading my complains?

I wish my Facebook Relationship Status was like this~

Melanie is a #3 Rock

Monday, August 23, 2010

Exams

I wish I can just fuck exams..

Seriously FUCK IT...

Learn Chinese the EASIEST Way

This is the easiest method to learn chinese

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Batman & Robin - Single Ladies Dance

Seriously, I dont know who the fuck made this..

But it really made my day..

Hahahaha!

If Justin Bieber was a Girl

If Justin Bieber was a Girl..

Or if Justin Bieber had a twin sister..

This is how he/she or it would look like..

This pict reminds me of Hannah Montanna =_'=

I was Bored~

I bet that all of you know this song right?

Justin Bieber ft Ludacris - Baby

Whenever I hear Ludacris raps in this song it always sounds like this

Ludacris :

When I was 13

I had my 1st Love

asddweadfsdfkqnd1ouonfljanfjabfiqwqwoiqwhbfiubndjkalnsdoaiugwiru

ABOVE!

I think Cheryl has Big Boobs.. XD

Unwanted Memories

Seriously, I dont know why people enjoy bringing up the painful past..

The times I had with her were so unreal, which makes it even more painful to remember..

I never knew I could be so motivated, so happy in my life..

I didnt care what people said or what they think..

I was happy so I dont really give a Fuck..

Till reality came crashing my world down..

To a point where, knife + wrist = Good Sensation/ My Drug/ My way of running away

But luckily I have my loved ones and good friends around me..

Some of them gave me support..

Some of them gave me the strength to start hating..

Some of them gave me enjoyable times for me to forget..

It was the only way I though I could move on..

After so long I did moved on, but the feelings still lingers..

Memories of her starts to fade..

Cant even remember her face now..

But some assholes just have to open a wound that is already healed..

Seriously WTF.. I dont understand why do you like to torment me using her so much..

Is it that fun?

I dont really mind talking about her..

But please dont ask me to remember the moments..

Thats really fucked up.. Seriously that hurts..

I rather get beaten up or stabbed by some random stranger than feeling that..

It feels like there's something eating my heart from the inside and out..

Surprisingly it hurts.. Fucking A it Hurts..

I really wanted to get this off my chest for this past few days but sadly I couldnt..

Instead of talking about it with my close friends.. I tend to push them away or ignore the thought..

The thoughts in my mind keeps on telling me not too..

This is because,

I'm avoiding being made fun of,

Worried that this will be used againts me even though they know it hurts,

I know some dont even give a fuck so why even bother,

and the worst kind of all is that some are just to stupid to understand

telling them is a waste of time, probably will even make feel even worst..

So I ended up writing this on my blog..

Trying to get it out of my chest even just a lil bit..

I dont care what people think or say about this..

All of this comes straightly from the heart..

I am only human so I do have feeling even I do have some wickedness in me..

After 2 years I thought this feeling would be over but I'm back to zero..

Seriously I thank those Bastards who brought me to this state of mind.. GO FUCK YOURSELF.. I hope you get stabbed out of nowhere..

Ignore me, I'm just a normal guy who thinks he is a Teddy Bear randomly saying things on his blog.

♥ Ahaz

Saturday, August 21, 2010

KUIH MAKMUR!

Seriously I cant wait for Hari Raya to come..

I wanna eat my favorite treat!

Kuih Makmur!

KUIH MAKMUR!!

KUUUUIIIIIHHH MAAAAAKMUUUUUUUR!!!!

I want it so much that I'm rolling around the bed thinking about it =_'=

Arrrggggghhh!

Seriously, I can imagine it in my mouth right now

The small size makmur

The powdery sweetness

and most of all

THE KACANG!!

the kacang in the middle are the ones that makes Kuih Makmur taste great..

FUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCK!!

I WANT IT!!

I WAAAAAAAAAAAAANT IT!!

HAIZ...

Jiwang-ness

Haiz.. Recently I've been feeling so Jiwang-ish for the past few days

Started to think about all of the heartbreaks when I just started college

Seriously it breaks my heart just thinking about her

But apparently some friends just dont understand that

The only cure I have is this song~

Assignments & The Internet

Remember when you just started college & the difficulty of the assignments felt so unreal compare to school work.. Thats is when you start searching for the answer in the internet..

Imagine this

You spend mindless hours searching for the answers

You spend mindless hours being distracted from doing your work

And finally you found the answers

Happily you copied it

Hand it down to your lecturer

And this is what you get

Why is Sucks to be a "HOT CHICK'S" Bestfriend

This is the reason why~

[ Click Here To Enlarge Picture ]

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Getting Sick of It~

Seriously, I feel so suffocated.. The word like "Love", "Wove" or "爱" are starting to make me fell nauseous.. I normally wouldnt complain about this.. But seriously gimme space to breathe man..

Because of it

Im seriously getting sick of love songs [literally]

I cant even watch any anime that has a lil bit of romance

Im getting sick of hearing those words I mention above

I'm on the verge to tell people to go fuck themselves with their 2 fingers

I'm gonna ignore people who say the words mentioned above

I dont give a fuck what people say about this.. Im sick of it, so go fuck off..

Im bitching about it in my blog =_=

All of you people can GO FUCK YOURSELVES

and I APPROVE THIS MESSAGE

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

A Radio that doesn't Sucks

Let me introduce to you to IDOBI! It is an Online Radio that doesn't suck & it definitely has better tracks than your Ipod/MP3 tracks..

[ This is how their website looks like ]

[ http://idobi.com/ ]

[ This is how the Radio Player looks like ]

[ http://idobi.com/radio/player/ ]

Enjoy!

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Have you watched the anime series Jigoku Shoujo/Hell Girl? It's a animated series/anime that shows in Japan that there is a rumor running around the net that there is a hotline to hell. All you need to do is access the link at midnight, insert the name of the person who you hate & Hell Girl [ Enma Ai ] will appear to you to give you a voodoo straw with a red string tied to it. If you truly wish to send the person you hate to hell, all you need to do is pull the red string but by doing so means you have agreed to her contract and you have to pay retribution to the Hell Girl who will send the person you hate to hell which is when you die you will also go to hell & you will never ever feel or catch a glimpse of paradise...